twenty; [voice, filtered to staff & ADULTS.] talking about my feelings is what I do best.

[onlyapparate]

Well... It's been a hard couple days, but I've been managing. Keeping myself busy... between Raphael and my DADA preparations, I'm fully aware that I'm trying to distract myself from the problem here. [ Here there's a nervous laugh. ] I can't very well hide, can I? That's not who I am anymore so...

Kallen? Could I speak to you? In person, preferably. I'm in my office, but I can go to you if that would be more comfortable.

[ pause. pause. still recording here, Tobi. ]

Oh! And... Professor Bainbridge, I got the supplies you ordered. Would you like me to take them down later?

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4/5 private; in person

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[This was falling apart. She was falling apart. No no no, she couldn't do that. This all made sense now and her pride made it so it didn't make sense. "He hurt you, he's just like her father." But if she had let go of her mentality, her pride, perhaps, she could see that she had fallen in love with him. But no, she couldn't have done that. Love? She had no idea what that was. But life hurt without him there, but she didn't want to be hurt by him.

Everything she stood for.... gone. And the one thing she didn't want most... was she didn't want to be like her mother. Her mother apologized when her father cheated on her. She did nothing wrong. Kallen didn't want to become her mother. This wasn't her fault!

Yes it was. For letting it spiral into this mess, that was Kallen's fault.]