onlyapparate: (I worry about you sometimes)
onlyapparate ([personal profile] onlyapparate) wrote2010-07-16 11:57 pm

twenty; [voice, filtered to staff & ADULTS.] talking about my feelings is what I do best.

Well... It's been a hard couple days, but I've been managing. Keeping myself busy... between Raphael and my DADA preparations, I'm fully aware that I'm trying to distract myself from the problem here. [ Here there's a nervous laugh. ] I can't very well hide, can I? That's not who I am anymore so...

Kallen? Could I speak to you? In person, preferably. I'm in my office, but I can go to you if that would be more comfortable.

[ pause. pause. still recording here, Tobi. ]

Oh! And... Professor Bainbridge, I got the supplies you ordered. Would you like me to take them down later?

2/??? private; in person

[identity profile] zealotringly.livejournal.com 2010-07-17 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
[It's then she thinks about this situation as rationally as her mentality will allow at the moment.

No, Thobari wasn't her father. She knew this. But she couldn't get the comparison out of her head. Kallen didn't want Thobari to leave her for someone else.

"I'll leave him before he leaves me."

She could keep her pride and gain back her independence. But ever since they "broke up" she was a slight wreck and the 'haunting' of Castiel didn't help. It hurt not to be with him. She wanted to trust him but there was something mentally blocking her.]