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onlyapparate[ Thobari's room sounds awfully quiet (Anna is out). Except maybe for a tiny meowing sound in the background. Raphael has taken to consoling him by chewing on his fingers. Thobari doesn't even seem to care. ]
I... I don't understand. I tried, really I did, but...This is just like back then. There are no second chances; only the decisions we make and I... made the wrong one once again. I wasn't strong enough. I'll never be strong enough.
...She'll be happier without me. It's understandable, of course. I knew about it, and yet... I couldn't stop myself. I should have known that I'm still so weak... I can't save lives, I can't save relationships; I can't save anyone.
Times like these make me wonder why I keep trying so hard.
[[Okay, so this post is 100% unhackable to Kallen and everyone else, basically. For Yukimi, Spencer and Kate, it's like 40% hackable, so you might hear some stuff about him being weak and whatnot. For Maron, this is 90% hackable (everything but the strikes) and for Cas, yeah, it's 100%.]]
I... I don't understand. I tried, really I did, but...
...She'll be happier without me. It's understandable, of course. I knew about it, and yet... I couldn't stop myself. I should have known that I'm still so weak... I can't save lives, I can't save relationships; I can't save anyone.
Times like these make me wonder why I keep trying so hard.
[[Okay, so this post is 100% unhackable to Kallen and everyone else, basically. For Yukimi, Spencer and Kate, it's like 40% hackable, so you might hear some stuff about him being weak and whatnot. For Maron, this is 90% hackable (everything but the strikes) and for Cas, yeah, it's 100%.]]
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Date: 2010-07-12 05:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-12 05:38 am (UTC)It's... like I said, a personal thing for her...
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Date: 2010-07-12 05:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-12 05:43 am (UTC)[ speaking of cat, he should probably bandage up is fingers and get him to stop nibbling on him. ]
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Date: 2010-07-12 05:47 am (UTC)Maybe I can try and talk to Kallen, since she seems to think you're Kazuhiko.
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Date: 2010-07-12 05:59 am (UTC)I don't know what good talking to Kallen may do, though. She's pretty adamant in the belief that I'm no worse than
her fathersome lowlife.[ No offense to Yukimi, of course. ]
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Date: 2010-07-12 06:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-12 06:04 am (UTC)Thank you, Maron. That means a lot to me.
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Date: 2010-07-12 06:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-12 06:07 am (UTC)