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onlyapparate[ Thobari's room sounds awfully quiet (Anna is out). Except maybe for a tiny meowing sound in the background. Raphael has taken to consoling him by chewing on his fingers. Thobari doesn't even seem to care. ]
I... I don't understand. I tried, really I did, but...This is just like back then. There are no second chances; only the decisions we make and I... made the wrong one once again. I wasn't strong enough. I'll never be strong enough.
...She'll be happier without me. It's understandable, of course. I knew about it, and yet... I couldn't stop myself. I should have known that I'm still so weak... I can't save lives, I can't save relationships; I can't save anyone.
Times like these make me wonder why I keep trying so hard.
[[Okay, so this post is 100% unhackable to Kallen and everyone else, basically. For Yukimi, Spencer and Kate, it's like 40% hackable, so you might hear some stuff about him being weak and whatnot. For Maron, this is 90% hackable (everything but the strikes) and for Cas, yeah, it's 100%.]]
I... I don't understand. I tried, really I did, but...
...She'll be happier without me. It's understandable, of course. I knew about it, and yet... I couldn't stop myself. I should have known that I'm still so weak... I can't save lives, I can't save relationships; I can't save anyone.
Times like these make me wonder why I keep trying so hard.
[[Okay, so this post is 100% unhackable to Kallen and everyone else, basically. For Yukimi, Spencer and Kate, it's like 40% hackable, so you might hear some stuff about him being weak and whatnot. For Maron, this is 90% hackable (everything but the strikes) and for Cas, yeah, it's 100%.]]
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Date: 2010-07-12 05:34 am (UTC)It's a sore spot for Kallen and I knew that.
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Date: 2010-07-12 05:28 am (UTC)[ That was a nice try, Cas. You didn't make things worse at least. ]
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Date: 2010-07-12 06:01 am (UTC)OOC
Date: 2010-07-12 06:03 am (UTC)Is it just me, or all of Cas' friends (that, is all two of them) nothing but angst angst today.
Except Bob, but he's a ghost. He only counts sometimes.OOC
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Date: 2010-07-12 06:09 am (UTC)Well, to be fair, these two aren't that difficult to make angst.
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Date: 2010-07-12 11:09 pm (UTC)Kate is tardy for the pity party
Date: 2010-07-16 05:09 pm (UTC)Can I do anything to help?
it's okay, tickets are free 8D
Date: 2010-07-16 11:02 pm (UTC)Though I hear you've been talking to Kallen?I really appreciate your concern.I'm going to try to give her some space and... hopefully pick myself up in time to win her back when she's ready.
[ Semi-optimism, go! Kind words have done Tobi good. ]
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Date: 2010-07-17 02:27 am (UTC)And since we're both at the castle, we could...hang out?
*Kate really sucks at feelings.*
I mean, we don't know each other all that well, but I'm here if you need to talk.
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